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The 85 SEO Win

Sometimes progress doesn’t look like perfection — it looks like an 85 SEO score on your client’s site while your own site’s still under construction. Freelancing means learning to celebrate the small wins, even when the numbers (or your bank account) don’t quite add up yet.

October 23, 2025
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The 85 SEO Win

The 85 SEO Win

What’s the old saying? A contractor’s house is always under construction? Or maybe, “Why isn’t the builder’s house ever finished?” — something like that.

Anyway, that’s exactly how I feel right now. My own site’s SEO is trash. It’s bumming me out, but hey — I hit an 85 SEO score on my client’s site, so I can’t be too hard on myself.

There’s so much to learn when you’re freelancing. I get that showing what I’ve learned on my own site is important — it’s basically my portfolio — but dang, it gets frustrating. My site’s built from a template that’s… let’s just say, “aged.” The newer version of that same template performs nearly 20 points better.

I’m proud I have a way to measure my progress, but man, I wish I had someone who really knew their stuff to help guide me through it. The “low-hanging fruit” SEO tasks are handled — meta tags, headers, alt text, etc. — but it’s the moving target of modern indexing, scraping, and whatever else robots care about that keeps shifting.

Every video, every article seems to contradict the last. That’s just SEO, I guess.

Then there’s everything else that comes with freelancing — tracking hours, invoicing, setting prices, defining scope, writing terms. I’m here because I’m great at solving your problems, but I’m struggling because I’m not great at solving mine.

Put me on retainer and I’ll make sure you get more value than you pay for — because if I actually logged my hours, it’d feel like Monopoly money. I know I’m building at a rate where $40–50/hr is fair, but I still hesitate to ask for $25.

AHHHHHHHHH.

Still, the win is that I can measure my growth. The frustration is that I want one of those metrics — the one that matters — to be my bank account.

I’ll figure it out. One day, I’ll look back on this and think, “Shut up, dummy, what were you whining about?”

But for now, I’m doing the extra work.
I’m focusing on the 85.
That’s the win.


🧾 Attribution & Notes

  • Author: Sean Sugrue
  • Written: October 2025
  • Inspiration: Freelance life, growth mindset, SEO frustration, and finding pride in progress
  • Tone: Stream-of-consciousness reflection reformatted for readability and flow
  • License: © 2025 Sean Sugrue. All rights reserved.

This post is part of an ongoing series about the realities of freelance web development — where growth often hides behind frustration, and progress sometimes looks like an 85.

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What's the old saying? A contractors house is always under construction or why isn't a builds house ever finished? Do people say that? I dunno. Anyways, I need to do some overhauling on my site because my SEO is trash... It's bumming me out BUT I put up an 85 seo score on my clients site so I guess I can't beat myself up too much. There is a lot to learn trying to freelance and I understand the importance of showcasing what I have learned on my site but dang it gets frustrating. This site is based off of a template that has only improved obviously since an updated version of the template is performing nearly 20pts better. I'm proud I have a metric to track my progress but golly would I love to have somebody who knows better than me shepherd me through this. Thankfully the low hanging fruit seems to be in order its just the moving target of how modern indexing, scraping, robots view it all. Every vid/article seem to contradict the last? That is just SEO... Tracking hours, invoicing, setting a price, scope, terms? I'm here because I am great at solving your problems, I'm struggling because I am shit at solving my own? Put me on retainer and let me shame ensure I give you more value for your money than agreed upon because if I log my hours this feels like monopoly money and I don't feel worth it even though I'm building at a rate where I feel $40-50 an hour is fair but I can't even bear trying to negotiate $25 per hour? AHHHHHHHH. The win is still I can measure my growth, the frustration is I would like to see one of the metrics I use to do that be my bank account and figuring out how to do that is just f'ing beyond me right now. It is what it is, I hope to look back on this piece one day and think to myself "shut up dummy, what are you whining about" but right now, I'm doing the extra work to focus on the 85, the win! Can you help me organize this content into a blog post with a title, excerpt, tags and body content in markdown format please? Don't forget to include an attribution breakdown in the foot notes as well please